God Loves Women

A blog sharing my love of God, the love He has for women and my frustration that the Church often doesn't realise this


Gashes Pouring

Posted by God Loves Women on January 11, 2012 at 3:55 PM Comments comments (0)

September 2005

Gashes pouring flash before my eyes

No matter how tight I shut them closed

They just get redder


They come when the tears will not

Also when they should not

It’s irrelevant though


I cannot live the flashes

The life inside me says no

The life I made says no

But the life with which I share

Just makes the flashes come



Fighting the Darkness

Posted by God Loves Women on January 11, 2012 at 3:50 PM Comments comments (0)

June 2006

Fighting the nasty that comes from within

Wants me cutting and ripping my skin

It comes from inside my brain

From behind the wall that hides my pain

It tells me I need the relief of a razor

I plead and it mocks, ‘no need, says her!’

It knows I cannot escape its clutch

Fighting forever, the pressure becomes too much


Will I win?

Will I beat it?

No I can’t

I’ll never defeat it


But one day God will make it leave me

The nasty that comes will no longer be

NB. God did indeed transform my life and self harm is no longer apart of it. Whoop whoop!